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Death of love

I came to visit a dear friend’s grave,
I kept the rose in my hand down and waved,
“Hey dear friend, I heard how it ended,
It’s sad to hear, but I wish the issue could’ve been mended.”

Just then a weird feeling struck my heart,
It felt like a storm and I was about to depart,
Just then I lost my conscious and with an excruciating pain,
I called my dear friend LIFE to appear again.

Am I falling or am I flying,
Am I living or am I dying,
I asked life- “What’s this weird feeling inside?”
“You are lonely again my friend”- life replied.

No…it can’t be true,
She said it’s over but I am there for you,
“Oh come on! Such things consoles your heart for a while,
It seems you’ll be okay but it’s just for a while!”

I see… I understand the effect of this spell,
This happened to me once before as well,
“Oh yeah, there was another dame in your past,
Though she wasn’t anything like this lass.”

I know…I know…and that’s why it hurts,
But I’ll be okay like before, just a little worse.
“It’ll be alright… tomorrow is the big day(vday),
Go out and find a new one to play.”

What are you saying Mr. Life, love isn’t a game,
It is a sacred and beautiful feeling, not inane!
“Weren’t you two in love? Han? What happened to that part?
Just a little difference grew you two apart?”

It just ended and all that I can say to explain-
In an argument if both are right, then who would you call insane?
“Well, things like this are hard to mend,
So who won the fight, How did it end?”

Well my being alone, might be enough as an answer,
But can’t be sure of her, you can go and ask her.
“It’s alright… such things happen in my world quite often,
Hang in there… someone else’s heart for you will soften.”

Na, I’m done with this silly thing called love,
I was happy alone and love is six feet under shoved.
“Tough luck brother, it was nice to hear from you,
I should go and pick a rose for my love too(death)” ….Life Departs

Just then I saw a man with a flower with red hue,
And I smiled and left, remembering the things I had planned too,
At least my flower is on the grave of my beloved friend ‘love’,
To wither with the time and rest in peace above.

Psychology of LOVE in Songs

At a times in life one feels, that a stupid heartbroken person like yourself is the only one who can feel the pain of this insanity which one’s going through. You feel that you’re the only one who can feel what you’re going through. Are you kidding? You’re not the only one. And maybe the one for whom you are feeling like that is more unhappy than you are. Yeah I can imagine that. The nuances between two people often result in such things and lead both people into valley of sadness. Who knows maybe the other one is in more pain than you. And even you two aren’t the only two in this world to go through this. Ever imagined that people other than you have same heart like yours. They too go through the same thing you do. And yes they feel it too.

Save your advice ’cause I won’t hear
You might be right but I don’t care
There’s a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants

I am today gonna write about that how songs define what it really feels to be in such pain. Above you can see a gif from the song Heart Wants What It Wants- Selena Gomez. How beautifully she has described that how it really feels from inside. That how is everyone around her is giving her advise to forget the one she used to adore and move on with life. Well to that she answers- Whatever you’re gonna say I won’t listen to that, coz even though there are million reasons why she should give up on him, but her heart can’t…it wants what it wants.

What that part of song described above was the phase after getting away from you loved ones. It really takes a lot to go through that. Then comes the second phase…the one in which you realize how you let her go so easily, you should had done something to stop her. Described beautifully in the song Let Her Go- Passenger.

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
Cause you loved her too much, and you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it’s burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

“You only know you love her when you let her go”. That line just explains a lot. That’s the realization phase. You realize that you should had never let her go. There was so much you had to say to her. Again a song describes it beautifully, What Hurts The Most- Rascal Flatts

“It’s hard to deal with the pain of losin’ you everywhere I go
But I’m doing it
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still harder gettin’ up, gettin’ dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most was being so close
And havin’ so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away”

And now comes recalling phase in which you describe how you really feeling about what you miss. Best described by 3 Doors Down – Here Without You

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same

And then comes the feeling of hate… The Hate Phase. You believe that it was his/her mistake to be too cruel. Well no matter what it really was…but this songs explains it in all ways- Somebody That I Used To Know-GOTYE

But you didn’t have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don’t even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough

“Now you’re somebody that I used to know.” Nothing else can explain the feel of hatred rather than these words. But you know what’s the most interesting part. That after this phase, both of them start to blame each other. They think they are the reason for whatever happened and that made the other one sad. This is feeling of remorse. This phase is called Pardon Phase which is quite well described in Blue October – Hate Me

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

And by this pardon phase you reach to the Waiting Phase. Yes you can go on with your life, but you don’t want to…coz you know that she/he was the one worth to be waited for. Waiting Phase best described in Adele – I’ll Be Waiting

Hold me closer one more time,
Say that you love me in your last goodbye,
Please forgive me for my sins,
Yes, I swam dirty waters,
But you pushed me in,
I’ve seen your face under every sky,
Over every border and on every line,
You know my heart more than I do,
We were the greatest, me and you,

But we had time against us,
And miles between us,
The heavens cried,
I know I left you speechless,
But now the sky has cleared and it’s blue,
And I see my future in you,

I’ll be waiting for you when you’re ready to love me again,
I put my hands up,
I’ll do everything different,
I’ll be better to you,
I’ll be waiting for you when you’re ready to love me again,
I put my hands up,
I’ll be somebody different,
I’ll be better to you

Well that’s how it sums up. And then you wait for a long long time for them to reply you back…if they feel you’re worthy enough to be replied. That feeling is best described in this little pic. I hope you liked this article and if you’re one of them who have gone through this…I hope they reply back to you. Amen.

Denial

I just loved you,
And loved you too deep
I just want to show you,
The true love in me.
But I can’t just make you feel,
The love which resides in me,
And that’s why I am alone,
With loneliness beside me.

I just saw you smiling one day,
With a beautiful look on me,
I felt like I am drowned,
As if ‘m soul free…

But my life became a painful sin
When I found that I did a vainfull thing
That it was not me, whom you gave a smile,
But was a handsome guy, whom you just said goodbye…

Not like me, he took his chance,
And asked you, to take you in arms,
You very gracefully accepted the request
And thus very scornfully brought an end to my love quest..

But how can I reveal,
The truth of that rogue to you
He is not a good guy my love,
He has many more like you…

I am heartbroken,
I am full of pain,
Not because of your behavior to me,
But of your choice which you made too soon…